You saw the cuts,
And looked the other way.
You're supposed to care,
So now you're going to pay.

As I stand above the city,
On this building so high,
Arms streched wide,
It's my time to die.

This isn't taking me anywhere,
Why do I try?
I should just give up,
Because it's all a lie.

Even if you saw me,
You wouldn't care.
Even if I told you,
My heart's about to tear.

You don't notice that everytime you see me,
I'm full of cuts and gashes.
And I bet you wouldn'notice me,
If I was just ashes.

Dismember myself,
Severe my veins.
Poison myself,
A heartless joke.
Slash at my neck,
Gouge out my eyes.
Screaming in agony,
You pacify me.

That one stings a little,
I'm always in the middle
I don't expect, but try me,
And you will always find me here

I miss how it used to be,
All those pointless walks and useless talks.
I miss how it was before,
When we would hug for no reason.
I miss your friendship,
I've lost you, And I've never missed you more.

Counting Backwards and Falling Forwards

Wash away the lies,
Of all the years.
Wash away the pain,
That left me in tears.