&& they all knew this was going to happen::
you'd leave me bruised and broken.

but they never did anything about it.

I just wish things were like they used to be. we were happy && still in love

I can never tell anyone, but...
(( i still think of you. i still love you. i still dream of you. and even after all you put me though, i want you back ))

3 days before we broke up, everyone knew that i hated you, and you hated me. but i thought i could save us. i thought we could make it through. but we didnt, and i blame myself for that

How could you just throw everything we had away?!?!

&& even if i got you back (( which would never happen )) things wouldnt be like they were

The only guy i can trust:::
is my dad

No, it's ok. really.
it's only that you were my everything,
and i was your nothing.
but don't worry. i'll be fine. trust me.

&& all the things i'll ((NEVER)) forget,
you've already ::forgotten::

Every (( i love you ))
every kiss on the cheek
every phone call...
was all a lie