(( 10.21.05 )) - (( 2.10.06 ))
even though it wasn't long...
&& it didn't last...
i loved you with everything i had...
and still do

(( i'm tired of pretending ))
i quit

&& i know i would be doing you a favor by (( killing myself )) but if i did, it wouldn't be ::for you::

Its so hard to talk to someone who doesn't understand

Your lie was (( i love you ))
but mine was (( i don't want you back ))

I don't know who that girl in the mirror is anymore

&& i really do (( hate )) cutting. it's just that...i can't stop

You were my (( one && only ))
and i was (( your nothing )) just another girl

She's the (( outcast ))
::the loner::
[ the punk ]
but no one knows that when she goes home she cries herself to sleep -every night-

I never (( wanted )) everyone to hate me...
it just sorta happened that way