Just because I'm breathing
That doesn't mean I'm living

When I don't eat I am in control
When I don't eat I am safe

Why am I smiling on the outside
When I'm dying on the inside?

I always mess up
Why can't I stop?

I thought I loved him
So why did I kiss another guy?

Every girl looks for that perfect guy
Every girl can't wait until she finds him
But when she does she won't let him go
Until she messes up and has no choice

Of course I messed up the one good thing happening in my life

Whenever I start to feel better
Something happens to mess it up

Things take time to get better
Time I don't have

Somedays I feel like shit
somedays I wanna quit

from where'd you go by Fort Minor