I like life, just not mine.

I'm starting to get more pains in my stomach,
My muscles are shrinking, more bones are showing.
I'm getting there, just a little bit more.
Someday, I'll get there.

I can't wait until that perfect day.
The sun will be shining brightly,
And the birds will be chirping.
I will have the biggest smile on my face,
Becauase this day will be the day I die.

I'm really good at pretending and smiling.
I cry a lot, but no one hears.
I cut my arm, just to bleed.
I don't eat, so I can die.
That's me...

But I always have to remember that famous line:
I'm fine said with a fake smile on my face.

No one can see what's wrong,
Because I made it that way.

I am nothing that I appear to be.

It's all downhill from here...

I got what I deserved.
I got what I wanted.
Will you please continue,
To push me away.

I am alone...
The people I love
Won't even TEXT back.

Someone close to me died tonight.
It doesn't even hurt that bad,
It was only my other half.