...It's worthless, It's f u c k e d
It's selfish, It's lust...

Plz check out my new poem, 'family suicide' it would mean a lot thanx XoX

Cut your wrist, cut it deep
Feel the pain as you weep
See his face, hear his lies
Envy his self-centered mind

From my new poem thoughts...plz check it out nd comment/rate thanx!!

As long as i keep this force field up i cannot hurt
As long as i keep strong, i won't breakdown first
As long as i forget and move on i won't cry over you
As long as i keep this smile on my face they won't know there's two

I don't want to need you anymore
I don't want to be checking my phone every ten minutes to see if you called
I don't want this pain you left me with
I don't want these feelings on top of everything

From my poem 'i dont want'**

I've just fallen into a depressing rut
I can't seem to move I'm stuck
I'm running from my life, i can't face what's true
I can't face me while i definitely can't face you

from my poem 'Cry for help'

All eyes on me, I'm all they see
Waiting till i mess up, seeing my parents failed me
All eyes on me, but do they see?
The deep scars on my wrist, my deaths plea?

Urges take over, blackness floods my mind
Hate takes over, the blades in site
Knowing whats right but still doing wrong
You push me to the edge, but now you've won

Invisible cuts bleed down my wrist
I need some help, save me from the sharp blades kiss

I'm too ashamed to step out of my room
I fear death is coming way too soon
Rotting away my heart within
Suicide my final sin..