I fill up with hate
All else goes numb...

You don't love me
Neither do I...

I stood in the rain
And looked to the sky...

Take it away
Make it stop hurting, please...

I don't remember it
But that's what mama told me...

I love you so much, don't you know?
I never thought I'd see you go...

I opened my eyes and to my utter amazement
you were sitting there smiling at me...

As I lay me down to cry
I slit my wrists and hope to die...

You don't even have to really love me.
Just pretend...

Say that you want me
Say that you need me...

She laid there, eyes wide open.
Couldn't take another day, couldn't take anymore...

I just wanted you to want me,
but I knew you didn't...