If You Can't Love Me, End Me

I fill up with hate
All else goes numb
It's better than before
But I don't like what I've become
I used to be so vulnerable
So easily I would break
But people can only be pushed so far
And I'd had all I could take
I grew bitter and cold
My insides became hard
I learned to deal with the pain
As my arms became scarred
I let no one in
I built up many a wall
But all I really wanted
Was someone to catch me when I'd fall
Someone to take the hurt
To take it far away
Someone who wouldn't leave me
And through hard times would stay
Somewhere that I'd feel safe
Somewhere I'd feel secure
Someone who'd really love me
And of that I'd be sure
Someone to wipe the tears away
To make it all alright
Just someone to cuddle with
Someone to hold me tight
Someone to be there for me
To end all of my strife
Or if they'd choose to hurt me
To take away my life