I sit alone and clench my fist
i hold the blade against my wrist...

Sometimes
i get lonely...

Drowning
drowning in myself...

Maybe i want you to see
maybe i want you to see what happens...

Does anyone know what's wrong with my heart?
does anyone know why it's all torn apart...

I finally understand
what's wrong with me...

Mr. ruff,
never tell me what to do...

Pretend life's a game called lets pretend
but pretend we're not pretending...

I'm trying to run
but you're pushing rewind...

Broken promises, forgotten dreams
you're never good enough it seems...

I drank to be witty- and I became a boor
I drank to be a good dancer- and it made me...

I look in the mirror
and hate what i see...