I wish i could tell you what was wrong,
but my fear of dreams has lasted to long...

I wish to be pretty and thin,
i don t give a crap about whats within...

She swallows her 44th pill,
hoping that should be enough to kill...

Screaming for the pain,
a feeling i cant explain...

Day by day,
My life begins to fade away...

It seamed to last forever,
but forever is just pretend...

All but nothing is left,
nothing remains of your theft...

I'm not a weird,
I'm not a freak...

Where did the little girl go?
who had so many dreams to grow...

Do you know what it feels like,
living every day and night...