Im standing over your grave
You know you where so brave...

I hold a razor to my wrist
Close my eyes and take in the bliss...

I'm staring at a picture of him.
Thinking of his love that I could not win...

I\'m perfectly fine pretending...
But damn... whens my world ending...

Drowning in my sorrow
Praying to make it to tomorrow...

Why cant life life be like my dreams
But nothings as it seems...

Its just a few pounds so don be mad
Don't be sad...

I was once so afraid to fall in love again... so...
so scared of commitment...

You all think I'm safer in my room
But thats were the danger starts to bloom...

I stare down at the grave
Holding back my tears trying to be brave...

It seemed to happen so fast
The screaming tires the bursting glass...

I dream about you every night
When I wake up I hope you might...