I'm staring at a picture of him.
Thinking of his love that I could not win...

Its just a few pounds so don be mad
Don't be sad...

I was once so afraid to fall in love again... so...
so scared of commitment...

Drowning in my sorrow
Praying to make it to tomorrow...

I\'m perfectly fine pretending...
But damn... whens my world ending...

You all think I'm safer in my room
But thats were the danger starts to bloom...

I stare into the mirror
Its all becoming clearer...

Im standing over your grave
You know you where so brave...

Tears start to fall down my face
So i call you once more just in case...

Is all you can do is criticize me?
Is the bad all you see...

You all think I'm OK
But thats not what i say...

I stare down at the grave
Holding back my tears trying to be brave...