Do I give it time,
Or jump in feet first...

I was in denial,
Never thought that it could be...

My beautiful guy
i am thinking of you as i wake...

This was not meant to happen
Never would it have occurred to me...

Why can't I move on from you?
Your pictures still haunt my mind...

Today I lost a true inspiration,
A man whom I have never met...

Heart beats fast,
No you cant get caught...

Just by chance I found you
Was exactly the right time...

When I think of you I smile
You are so often on my mind...

Because of you I smile again
Because of you i feel alive...

I carry my suitcase of memories
So heavy it weighs me down...

I am a mess
i cant get you out of my mind...