Why

Why can't I move on from you?
Your pictures still haunt my mind
I promise myself you mean nothing to me
Though think of you i still myself find

You hurt me so badly
Lied cheated and schemed
Though I still love you so deeply
My heart scared by depression it seems

I wish I never met you
Though I have no regrets
For I spent one moment with you
Your memory a treasure so kept

Lies and betrayal
Thats how i lived my life
Just to have you beside me
As i was another's wife.

I guess now I have to live
With the fact you are forever gone
Oh tortured heart please mend
And tears of sadness be gone

Help me to move on
To love what I am with
Stop searching for another
Find happiness and peace.