Constantly you push me away ,
Yet I wish to stay...

They say the truth shall set you free,
That if you know everything there is to know you...

Thought if i stood in the rain ,
it would soothe this agonizing pain...

You treated me like everyone else...
you played with me like a doll on the shelf...

All along you were playing me.....
Causing me to believe that your feelings for me...

Feel guilty for not being there for you ...
even though i know i can't...

Love is a twisted and confusing game ...
At times you give your all...

Sitting here staring at a blank page trying to...
I'm trying to express myself in a way that you can...

Life is hard and so unexpecting ....
shocks and terrors come at no notice at all...

I used to be a dog because i was so afraid of...
afraid to be heartbroken and left alone...

When the gun went off my heart stopped .
As I turned , I hoped and prayed that you weren't...

I won't ever regret you .You gave me strength for...
with the next.You gave me courage to love fully...