I lay here, still awake tonight
Yet I am so tired...

As the day passes on
The seconds ticking by...

I can't take it anymore
This control is eating me alive...

The life I lead is not as it seems
happiness is only found in my dreams...

I'm sick of crying
these tears running down my face cannot explain it...

Messaging on myspace
staying up late to talk on the phone...

I get butterflies everytime i see him
my heart aches when he walks down the hall...

His handsome eyes
and that breath taking smile...

Mr. zachary you were "the man"
in every which way possible...

I feel like crying.
but i cant, i wont let myself...

Our family chain is broken
And I wish that it wasnt true...

I'm at a loss of words
I dont know what to say, or think...