I lay here, still awake tonight
Yet I am so tired
The temptation is burning me
Consuming my head
I'm left here alone, as the rest of the world sleeps
Trying with all my might
Only one thing is desired
This engrossment that no one else can see
I feel myself breaking, and the tears start to shed
Tears of crimson now seep
This is no longer a battle, nor a fight
It's apart of me that is required
It feels like being lost at sea
A sea of the dead
Into this deep sea I leap
I lied when I said everything was alright
I'm no longer tired
My name is Desi
I am sick of hanging on my a thread
Know that I love you and please don't weep
