2 b told this.Makes me feel loved but at the same time.Hurt so bad beyond repair..'i hve 2 tell u something..iam gay, i mean ur really the only girl ive liked/loved but in reality, we'l go out diffo paths and u'll find sum1, nd stay with them.."

I hate the way you make me do things to myself. Things that hurt. Things that cause tears. Things that bleed. Things that leave scars forever..

I really dont know why, but every night i look to the skies and i picture you with me.. And for once im your whole world.

You had my heart, what more could you want?

Dont chase me unless your ready to catch me

I hate you. I hate you for what you've done. I hate the way you lied and cheated on me. But most of all, I hate the way i believed you

Am i your history?
A part of your past.
Or am i your present?
A part you want to last

I tried telling you what was happening but you wouldnt hear me out.
Now look at you, your desperate to get out.
I gave you your chance, i gave you so many. Hoping you would finally take the hint.
And all those times you just shoved it back in my face.

Ive never been good at goodbyes.
But this was harder then i imagined Because it was letting you slip out of my life forever

All the time spent loving you feels like it was wasted.
Because deep down, we both new it wouldnt work out.. Yet why did we try?