2 b told this.Makes me feel loved but at the same time.Hurt so bad beyond repair..'i hve 2 tell u something..iam gay, i mean ur really the only girl ive liked/loved but in reality, we'l go out diffo paths and u'll find sum1, nd stay with them.."

Things happen nd u just hve 2 deal with it...But wat if the happenings of things is undealable?

How do u live wen u cant live without the 1 that u cant live with????

I dont wanna cry
I dont wanna try
I just wanna die

Dont Wound Wat U Cannot Kill

Im sick of all ur lies
im sick of me trying 2 die
im sick of u trying 2 control me
im sick of me trying 2 b free
im sick of using the knife
im sick of it trying 2 tke my life
im sick of me being alive
im sick of me not taking that dive...

Like wind im graceful,
Like blood i flow strait 2 the heart,
Im easy 2 break but i mend myself & beat faster & stronger than eva b4 Tough But Breakable

U say u love me
i no u dont
u say u care about me
i no u dont
u say ud do nethin 4 me
i no u wont

u say u dont love me
i new u didnt
u sed u dont care about me
i new u didnt
u didnt want nething 2 do with me
i new u wudnt

I wonder y i cry at nite
i wonder y i cut at nite
i wonder y i go thru this
o yes i no its all bcoz of U

U treat me like i m nothing at all
I suppose i really m nothing
But if i wasnt nothing y m i here?