My head pounds with pain,
i can feel the blood pulse through my veins...

The rain drips down like bloody tears,
it captures me a lets out my fears...

Sometimes I find myself thinking of the past,
You try to pull my out of my day dreams yet I go...

I lost him to you,
I cried many tears...

Wait until you see my face,
I bet you\'ll cry...

A girl whos different,
That would be me...

Smile No,
Please just go...

I lay here thinking of his face,
i know he loves me deep inside...

Tell me you love me,
Just one last kiss...

He hears her voice,
Strong, catching his ear...

Dear Santa I cant be too good,
Even though I know I should...

This is bugging me from deep inside,
holding the truth that i try to hide...