Buggin me

This is bugging me from deep inside,
holding the truth that i try to hide.

are you the one for me,
please god help me to see.

i love him, wil all of my heart,
hopeing that i can get a brand new start.

my bloody tears fall to the floor,
wishing that i could be something more.

i hate being judged by \"gothic\" looks,
im not a nerd that hits the books.

down long allways i seem to stray,
in this bed is where i lay.