You bloom my days, with the presence of your...
But the light is too bright; you make me say wow...

*Shine*; the only thing I need to do for my...
How can it be a secret crush...

You're the one that should make your decisions...
There are, and will be tribulations that make you...

As I sit here and think of all the things I can...
I wonder how much good I have done, how many times...

My mind is weak,
my thoughts try to leak...

Anti-social,
mute...

I wanna float like a butterfly, tired of...
Strong as a bear, you can't escape to nowhere...

December 31, 1989.
My mother saw this child...

As I again think real below,
My brain is thumping on the low...

My problems turn me down at times
about this and that...

S-seems there is no hope
T-try your best, try to cope...

And again,
tha eyes drop...