What was once a smile is now hidden,
What was once laughter is now forbidden...

Walking in the rain,
Relieving my continues pain...

Pretend you're a girl,
With alot of pain...

I love you too much to hurt you,
But that's all I seem to be able to do...

I portray myself as happy,
But only few see the real me...

He would hold me so high,
And make me feel like a queen...

Shut the F*$% up and listen to yourself.
Do you really care about anyone else...

Dear Daddy,
Do you still love me like you did...

D ominique you mean so much to me,
O ffering your love whenever I needed it...

I didn't want you to know,
Because I was scared it would hurt you...

I'm sorry I ever hurt you,
I never meant to...

Cutting the pain away,
Slicing up my fears...