I can't stand this constant fight;
this fight between my heart and head...

My dear friend I love you so,
it's not my fault but you can't know...

Sometimes I wish I could just be,
be a little kid again...

And in her dreams she is Happy;
She is with that guy...

Head spinning don't know what to do.
Mind racing with thoughts of you...

When I think about the future,
I don't know where I am going to be...

Now that I have sit down to think;
I realized how much pain...

There is this boy, sweet as can be;
It is said that this boy loves me...

It's said that our lives are planed
that god put us here for a reason...

I didn't believe what they said.
Now im sitting here in tears...

I spend all my time
trying to get him to look my way...

Now I know...
How you must have felt...