ALan!!! we all have faith in u to get better...

Tears streaming down her face.
Not feeling right being in this place...

She puts the gun on the ground.
She starts to cry and her heart begins to pound...

She points the gun to her
Head as tears stream down her face...

Im a girl with depression in me.
Im not some wanna-be...

I'm sorry God I didâ??t think.
I was the one who chose to drink...

As I cry I think about how much more i can take.
Im sick of being this girl whos fake...

...
im cool i used a...

I didnt want to do it from the very start.
Cuz i knew if you found out it would break you...

Say what you want i really dont care.
Thats the way thingts are they just aint fair...

Im gonna walk away pretending your not there.
Im going to walk away pretending i dont care...

Ive been thinking about you lately
I cant seem to get you out of my head...