I didnt want to..

I didnt want to do it from the very start.
Cuz i knew if you found out it would break you heart.

But what I was doing I was told it would make me glad.
But instead everything turned around and started to get bad.

I started getting dizzy and fell to the floor.
Watching everyone laugh and watching them walk out the door.

Nobody cared that i was alomost dead.
They were more worried about hearing what was said.

They all wanted me gone.
But i still understood what they were doing was wrong.

Told me that they were my friends and that they care.
But why when i was almost dead no one was there.