If you're my secret lover,
Would you be my secret friend...

As the blade sinks through my wrist,
I'll remember you a love I'll never forget...

To those who showed me meaning,
Of the rhyme scheme in my words...

Drown yourself in shots of Jim Beam, when you're...
Some are good and some are bad...

Cotton candy day-dreams,
Butterscotch cocaine...

Blonde hair with clear blue eyes,
Never smiles, never cries...

Welcome to a gray-ish place,
One with lack of time...

Sweet sympathetic honesty,
words of most beautiful rhyme...

Horrid thoughts,
Horrid dreams...

This pistol- my best friend,
Always a helping hand to lend...

You'll see it brightly through the night,
A burning cross, a redeeming light...

I'm so shocked that you'd say this.
You're leaving me broken and bruised...