You say that your so proud of me,
But I don't understand how u could be...

"This is it!" she writes on her note
im going to leave forever...

The sun shines, clouds in the sky
stars shine bright and i cry...

I think and wonder
each and everday...

I adore him to death,
his smile is drop dead gorgeous...

Why is that when you're here with me I'm happy?
Then when you leave I go back to my awful self...

I just don't see a point to anything anymore,
I don't enjoy doing the things I love...

I'm sorry I made you cry
I never wanted to ever do that...

Life is full of surprises,
Whether they are good or bad...

I'm sick of pretending that im ok,
I lie to everyone saying that I'm fine...

You don't give up, do you?
Always there when I turn around...

You make me shiver,
When I look in your eyes...