How & Why?

You say that your so proud of me,
But I don't understand how u could be.
After he broke my heart,
I absolutely tore my family apart.

I took it out on all of you,
How can you forgive me?
I was selfish and torn apart,
But yet you still stayed by my side.

It's ok, you no longer will get hurt,
Because im finally taking my hurt,
Out onto the person that made me cry.
He did this to me and now paybacks a B I T C H!!