Some calll me crazy...so what if i am

The more i bleed
the less it hurts

If you saw the secret me
hear the message in my silent screams
you might actually understand me

Maybe ive become insane
with these scars of permenant pain

I nvr thought love was true until i met the sweetest person thats you

I hate when a guy i love gives me THE look and he doesnt even know...the look of caring and love, the look that puts a sparkle in his eyes...the look that makes me fall deeper in love...

~i have love-hate feelings towards that look~

I cry so many tears for one guy even after promising myself thats wut id never do

I told myself never cry over a guy
yet im sitting here wanting to die

*~#Trapped in a dark reality#~*

..if i only i could run into the distance, running from everything i know,
i wouldnt look bak even to glance