When i see his arms around her waist causes a new slit on my wrist

*waiting for my peter pan to teach me how to fly*

Im not ok
no matter what i say
but i cant give up
even though
it would be the best thing to do
and no metter what
ill be here waiting for you

~kayla ranae

Black tears
no fears
black heart
trapped in the dark
secrets kept inside
some scars hard to hide

~kayla ranae

If only you knew what you have done to me

~kayla ranae

..if i only i could run into the distance, running from everything i know,
i wouldnt look bak even to glance

*~#Trapped in a dark reality#~*

I told myself never cry over a guy
yet im sitting here wanting to die

I cry so many tears for one guy even after promising myself thats wut id never do

I hate when a guy i love gives me THE look and he doesnt even know...the look of caring and love, the look that puts a sparkle in his eyes...the look that makes me fall deeper in love...

~i have love-hate feelings towards that look~