Again...
I feel lost
worthless
unwanted
hated
and
empty...
Somehow it seems like it's a never ending spiral.

Many people are scared of death.
I'm not, because for me death would come as a release.

You're killing everything in me!

I hope when I die,
I'll go to heaven,
because my lifetime I spent in hell.

I'm afraid I never really loved you but rather the feeling to be loved.

I'm just looking for a place to hide,
'cause I don't want to explain.
They would never understand,
'cause even I can't make out
why I'm so depressed.

If he really loved me,
he wouldn't even had to think about it,
if he wanted me back or not.

And I'm looking to the sky with tears in my eyes...

Losing a loved one will change your life forever. If you have to accept death at a young age, you'll understand more about this world.

If you lost a loved one, you'll never be afraid of nothing because if you're not afraid of death then there's no point in being scared at all.