It's hard for me to say this,
It's hard to put into words...
I saw that man the other day.
The one that took my childhood away...
When you held me,
I felt so safe...
There's an empty feeling I hold inside.
There's a hole in my heart ten miles wide...
My tears of blood,
are shed for you...
Why is it that u say u care,
When for most of my life u were never there...
Living in a dream,
where nothing is as it seems...
I want so much to trust again.
You don't know how long its been...
I thought about u today,
And my thoughts wandered astray...
Sometimes when I'm alone
I think about the past...
I silently stare
Into the darkness of my room...
When I'm away, it makes me sad.
I hate the feeling, it makes me mad...