I really dont know what words can describe how i...
I dont know the difference between fantasy &amp...

You say you love me and don't wanna let me go,
but your feelings for me hardly ever show...

I know it's mommy's fault that your gone,
but i miss you so much my son...

This is how i feel,
I'm sorry that i was being irresponsible and dumb...

I'm falling apart,
& i just don't know how to hold myself...

I was planning on leaving today
Like always I couldn't find the strength to turn...

Why can't mom see,
How much this is hurting me...

You were the one who taught me how to swim,
Even though you let me drown...

As I sit here and look at the pictures from the...
I think to myself, wow life goes by so fast...

As we were getting ready to say good-bye,
I looked at him and seen tears in his eyes...

You shouldn't have died so young,
So much you haven't tried...

Promised myself I would stay strong,
Incase something went wrong...