Last night you struck a mortal blow
A blow that scarred our friendship...

I'm sorry for pushing you away
And for saying “Lets just be friends...

Everyday I regret pushing you away
Afraid that I might lose you forever...

The life I live is very lonely
Full of pain and suffering...

I'm sorry for the way I treated you
And for making you cry yourself to sleep...

I'm all alone
In this world of pain...

I'm drowning in eternal darkness
Never knowing when I might be saved...

I wake up in the morning
And wonder why I'm alive...