Once upon a time Christmas was a happy time in my...
things were always peaceful and there was the...

Ur my first love. and no matter what u hold a...
i trusted that u wouldnt hurt me and u even said...

I thought i was more than nothing
mum today u made me feel like what i want isn't...

I still love you...yes i do.
but things aren't working... how i wish they were...

Fighting to be happy is not so easy right now...
all day long...I've reflected and questioned...

Barely two weeks together...but like we agreed...
you broke my heart and hurt me...and yet you've...

I want to hug you... and never let go
i want to kiss you so much...

I love you...and you know it.
you say you love me but what happened last night...

Unlucky in love so far...so instead my best...
i said things i shouldn't have said without his...

All the pain i put myself through
they're there. as soon as the saw the change in me...

Let them through let them be close to you. share...
if you fear being hurt let them past your hand but...

I\'m here for u always and forever
by ur side i will be...