You said it was, you said we were, you made me...

Mind/body
I need a good long break from this...

Just waiting around for a ring on the phone and a...
to let me in on the decay...

Clamp my veins, clasp my hands. clench my fists...
never look back, a single look over those...

Borderline masochistic
I'm pushing sadistic...

The call cut short just like her lovers spine, a...
come on mister american man, take a break for a...

For this past while ive enjoyed breaking my flesh...
here i am again forceing myself, haveing nothing...

Who knew he had the right way out, who figured a...
a blast for decades to last, a phantom on the...

My tears fall on bloodied razor blades tonight as...
marks on my flesh from the anger she's made...

Choking on my own tounge, my eyes have rolled...

I never said i was proud of my faults, its not...
i couldve sworn to my sanity that this was what...

This love doth burn like the breath i give it, no...
stop, wait, love...