Im hiding behind this smile
praying that you wont see the real me

Why bother opening your heart when in the end you know that it is going to be shattered forever into a million pieces

The sunrises
day passes in a blur of pain
when finally the sunsets
blade to my wrists
questioning if i will ever see
tomorrows sunrise or tomorrows pain

My eyes and tears tell the story i can not

Everytime something goes wrong you look to me
Yes dad im your perfect mistake

Im just another thing you will never understand

Smile and laughter practised to perfection
but my eyes give away the sorrow that is inside

With the blood flowing down my wrists
you're too late to start caring

I learnt how to stop the tears from flowing
But not to stop the blood from pouring

Every tear tells a story i cannot