Im slipping off the edge into the abyss

Why do i get back up when im only going to fall back down again

Pouring my crimson regret onto the floor
I cant feel the pain anymore

Living this lie
Every breath, every word
Forever tainted

Wanting more
Wanting that something
That would make this lie of pretense worth it

Welcoming the day for my dying breath
To end this lie forever

Standing alone
As always and forever

Nothing can take back
Your words and actions
And the damage they have done

You can say sorry
But the damage has already been done

Looking in the mirror
I see the face of innocence lost