& Beause of all the things you didn't have to say, i'm even more scared and depressed than i was before!

& you tell me things about me that i didn't want to believe, then you go and say sorry! it's too late, you've said all you needed to say!

You ask me the question "Who is the person who hate the most?" and i answer "You want the truth....me"

I don't even no what i want to do with my life! i'm just learning to do something that i no i'm not going to do in the future!

.x. so swallow that last pill
with the last of the drink
so you can sleep forever
and never wake up to this nightmare of a life .x.

Drinking my life away trying to pretend my life is better than it...

So cut my wrists
and black my eyes
so i can fall asleep tonight.

And once again i'm on my own,
no-one's there and no-one cares

And it feels like no-ones here to save me now

You constantly remind me everyday of how much a failure i am, so why don't i do us both a favor and just leave this life now..