Sometimes I really wonder
Why I put myself through the things i do...

Sometimes life is just too hard
Like nothing ever seems to go right...

My past, it kills me
the pain never goes away...

Why cant you see me more than friends?
But you can use me any way you want...

I laid down last night
Just thinking about the past...

Im so sick of the way Im feeling
I cant go on living this lie...

I can't take it anymore
I don't know what to do...

You make me want to leave
And never come back...

The blood runs down my arm
Just like the tears that run down my face...

Life is a story that you can't jut repeat
A life-long tale of expectations to meet...

An endless want for something more
Something you loot at and always hope for...

I don't know what to do
Don't know what to say...