Just because you want to wait for me doesnt mean im waiting for you. You had your chances over and over again. Im done now, im going to live my life and have some fun so you can wait all you want but that doesnt mean im coming back.

Heres the thing you & me were good together. The key word is were. That was the past and weve both changed u cant just ignore it. u say u love me and that ull wait but the thing is u dont even know me anymore maybe im not someone worth waiting for.

You were the person I depended on, the one i could talk to about anything. You were my best friend. Now you have someone else to care about, to love and I'm just a long lost memory.

Its over. Its just over, okay? Theres no getting past it this time. I can't forgive you yet again. You've hurt me too many times. So please for once could you just make this easy, please just leave.

This choice you expect me to make, have you thought about what it would mean if I didn't choose you? And why should I? You're the only one who sees it as all or nothing. You're the only one who says I can't have both.

Do you hate me? I mean seriously you wouldn't be doing this to me if you didn't. You wouldn't be breaking my heart over and over. You wouldn't be leaving me everytime we get close. And most importantly you wouldn't be here with her.

Running. Running from her problems, the hurt, and the pain. She just can't run fast enough her problems just keep catching up to her.

I was the girl who always did the right thing and never got into trouble. That was until you showed up. Now I don't know what the right thing is and that just might get me into trouble.

I just don't know anymore. I don't know what I want or what I need. I don't know whats right and whats wrong. So please tell me what I want, what I need, whats right. Just tell me what to do.

You don't see what your doing to me. You don't understand how much this is breaking me, how its tearing me apart. Your hate for them just hurts me so much and i just wish you would relize it.