Do you think you'll ever love me? Because i just need to know if this pain is worth it.

I've always promised to keep your secrets, not to tell anyone. I just couldn't keep this one, it was too big. I'm sorry, but I'd rather lose your friendship than see you hurt.

How come as soon as I seem to get over the heartbreak you've caused me you come back just to sweep me off my feet again. Is it that you like seeing me hurt? Am I not allowed to move on and be happy? Why do you keep coming back just to leave again?

You don't see what your doing to me. You don't understand how much this is breaking me, how its tearing me apart. Your hate for them just hurts me so much and i just wish you would relize it.

I just don't know anymore. I don't know what I want or what I need. I don't know whats right and whats wrong. So please tell me what I want, what I need, whats right. Just tell me what to do.

I was the girl who always did the right thing and never got into trouble. That was until you showed up. Now I don't know what the right thing is and that just might get me into trouble.

Running. Running from her problems, the hurt, and the pain. She just can't run fast enough her problems just keep catching up to her.

Do you hate me? I mean seriously you wouldn't be doing this to me if you didn't. You wouldn't be breaking my heart over and over. You wouldn't be leaving me everytime we get close. And most importantly you wouldn't be here with her.

This choice you expect me to make, have you thought about what it would mean if I didn't choose you? And why should I? You're the only one who sees it as all or nothing. You're the only one who says I can't have both.

Its over. Its just over, okay? Theres no getting past it this time. I can't forgive you yet again. You've hurt me too many times. So please for once could you just make this easy, please just leave.