You say you want to spend time with me,
but when you do, you just judge and criticize me...
So many things changing around me.
I can't keep up with them...
Both sides raging,
you're engaging...
Without you I am nothing.
No one else can make me smile like you do...
Hidden beneath my clothes,
the unseen wounds etched in my skin...
This numb feeling doesn't seem to go away,
I know why its here, but why does it stay...
The one who is always there.
The one who always cares...
I see you everyday,
yet I can't wait forever...
I came to see the light in you,
but my mind was mistaken...
You meant everything to me,
but I guess we'll never be...
Sometimes I wonder,
wonder if I really do love you...
Smiles and laughs,
tears you'll never see...