&& sometimes she likes when her life goes by so fast. beause then she doesn't have time to feel all the pain that she's in

I hear them whisper
i hear them talk
i see them stare
as i walk

giggles and laughter
fill the air
i feel so ugly
its just not fair

high school girls
can be so cruel
making girls like me
feel like such a fool

racing thoughts
cold sweat
numbness through the body
i must be upset

breathing shortens
dizziness begins
what is going on?
my anxiety wins

Hold back my tears
mom says shes going out
\"ill be back soon\"
something i doubt

you wonder why
i get so mad
your trying too hard
to find me a new dad

easter bunny
tooth fairy
daddy.
eventually
kids stop believing
in things
they don't see

Thanks for making me feel like i can rely you guys
&&thanks for all the times you ignored me
thanks for all those times you were there when i cried
ha best friends forever .. wouldnt you agree?

Im the one whos always there for people
when they are sad and low
but what happens when im not okay
where am i supose to go?

here comes the old me
the one a couple years ago
the girl who kept quiet
who never let her feelings show

I don't feel well
I ate before I came
Lies after lies...
I have myself to blame

And the [[reason]] why I was always mad at you
was because [[ i couldnt have you]]