&&the thing is i dont know if its you that i miss , or the feeling i get when im around you. . . .

The saddest part isn't that with each passing day I feel like I need you more, but it's the fact that you don't need me at all.

These faded scars on my wrist are proof that heartless people like you do exist

Maybe i need to be blonde
instead of this gross brunette hair
maybe loose some weight
these insecurities i cannot bear

And i thank you for all the times you made me s m i l e ....

And when it comes down to it
its always her
shes the one
You all prefer

never
ever
me.

And the [[reason]] why I was always mad at you
was because [[ i couldnt have you]]

I don't feel well
I ate before I came
Lies after lies...
I have myself to blame

here comes the old me
the one a couple years ago
the girl who kept quiet
who never let her feelings show

Im the one whos always there for people
when they are sad and low
but what happens when im not okay
where am i supose to go?