My anger consumes me me I'm fighting I'm fighting to save the old me..

How could i let you in...thats it never again nothings ever coming in again

I just want you to die then you would be dead and all my problems with you would be solved....everything would be resolved then everything we ever had
would be DISSOLVED

I don't know what to feel anymore
since you walked out that door
i just don't know anymore

Blood falls,tears roll,years go but still nobody knows so i just fall because there is no one to answer my calls of pain full of loss i guess my life is the cost

I'm the one that pays the price
your the one that rolls the dice

I miss you, i want you, but i think i just lost you!!!!!

Give up no reason to live,i have nothing left to give

Mommy forgot me
daddy just droped me
sister spits on me
brother hits me
don't you just love my family

Crying so hard i can't even see WHAT THE H.E.L.L. IS WRONG WITH ME somebody help please