September 11,2006
will be 5 years...

I think of you often
remembering the times we had...

It totally took me by surprise
when your question was will i be your wife...

I love you like i have never loved
i remember praying for a love so true...

They thought they could ruin me
they thought i was easily beat...

I have felt this way before...
the way i feel today...

My lil' guy not so lil' anymore
you are all grown up...

Why cant i cry one single tear
why when i drink even...

The way the wind blows without a sound
as the leaves from the tress fall to the ground...

The what is LOVE
the who is YOU...

Without you here nothing is the same..
the heat from the sun is too hot on my face...

I sit down and stare at a blank sheet of paper
trying hard to focus on my heart...