Another same old social casuality, just a typical teenage tragedy, infinite possiblity... of the hopelessness of me

With every sunset that passes me by
without u ,a little bit more inside,I die...

I've never kissed your lips, grasped your hand, or held you close...
yet your the face I dream of,
your the fantasy I long for
your the one i want to show my soul to...

I crushed his feelings
he also broke my heart
we wanted so badly just to be together'
but our actions only tore us apart...

Im trying to forget everything I did, everything you said

Im trying to forget the fact I loved you, also trying to forget that inside Im dead...

Even if it breaks your heart, that doesnt mean it wasn't worth you while!

You love to hate him...
but hate to love him!!!

She sits alone and thinks to herself...
by loving him am i losing everyone else?!?!

The thing called a happy ending does not exsist...
because what kind of ending is happy?!

You used to say "I love you"
You used to say "forever"...
is it just me or
has this turned into a NEVER?!?!