You were never mine to hold,
or protect me from the cold,
yet the one to which, my heart, i sold,
and the one to which, my deepest thoughts, i told...

Just walk away
say goodbye
leave me here
to wait and die
i hope u kno
why I do cry
its because of you
and ur every lie...

I draw hearts in the sand
just to have them washed away
i write his name on paper
just to have it burnt til grey
I give him my body and soul
just to have him say
"I never loved you...
now get out of my way!"

You cant be in love WITH him when ur the only one in love...

No one knows how much i cry
no one see's the pain in my eyes
no one understands my fear
no one knows cuz they're never here
no one can help me thru
no one can make me stop loving you...

I'm trying my best to move on
I pucker up and force a smile
tell myself its gonna be alright
its just gonna take awhile...
but just once
i wish it would listen
my mind is sayin its over
but my heart is sayin u dont kno what ur missin...

"I can't hold on to ~words~, I need to hold on to *someone*..."

*** actual conversation

Maybe what i lost
is never what i wanted...
but maybe what i lost
is everything i needed...

I know you couldnt hold on to words for life... but your words were the only thing that kept me holdin on to mine....

Everytime you talk to me... you remind me how much I hate myself for not being there for you...